KISS MY ASS!

watch your step if you dare risk getting closer to me.



hey, maybe you should try & talk ?
ask why i say this & that.
if you said you did think what it would do/happen,
guess the thought of us drifting apart didn't pop into your mind, huh ?




Wednesday, September 29, 2010

3:33 PM

nerdsarehawt@blogger.





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so i changed my url . :)
who agrees that nerds are hot ? put your hands up !
those who don't .. *whispers* i know you secretly do.

end-years are FUCKING NEXT WEEK .
first there'll be oral .
hope i don't suck . ):
especially mother tongue .
today's history lesson was scary .
wide awake . 0.0
then science .
REPRODUCTIVE SYSTEM .
ahahahhahaha, whole class confirm chop pass that topic lah .
(Y)

OH CRAP I MISSED SPONGEBOB.

my cousin's staying over .
but she's not here yet .
don't know to feel happy or sad .

gonna study lateron .
hope it won't be too late . :/
sigh .
k lah bye .

p/s : oral, suck, tongue. hahahha yeah i did bold it on purpose .
not trying to be a freak but i think it's funny HAH HAH .


Monday, September 27, 2010

7:09 PM

cold nostalgia.





whenever there's happiness, misery awaits .
expect the unexpected .
nothing in life goes your way . (well, sometimes it does.)
i'm tired of being sad all the time .
tired of whining how i've screwed up my life .
well, maybe i should stop .
but i'm wondering how am i gonna endure the pain .
i hope you're happy on what you've chosen .
i don't really know how i feel right now .
sad . depressed . angry . sad . sad . depressed .

really need my wellington babes the most right now .
i don't think i've got anymore tears to cry out .
i feel like screaming into your ears & then stare at you & walk away .
& maybe you'll get deaf & then you can't listen to a word people say .

i feel like slapping you & then say sorry .
i feel like biting my lips & cry .
wished i could shoot you .
wished i was supergirl .

please, don't apologize because you feel guilty about it
& then still hurt me .
what IS the point ?
to show that at least you care ?
don't say you're bit too stressed out or whatever shit .
you don't give a shit abt me .
that's why .

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Sunday, September 26, 2010

1:25 AM

blahblahblah.





hahahhaha i'm suppose to be getting ready right now.
but i've still sempat nak update eh. :))
gonna go teacher's open house lateron .
with Naddy & Saiful . :))
mwehehehe . lapar siul .
painted my nails :)
hee happy .
kay what the fuck .
not sure what's wrong with me today .
k bye.

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Saturday, September 25, 2010

2:02 PM

under construction.



cibai, geramnyer aku. :B

today during maths class had to go detention.
so i slept in detention
& i dreamt that my hair was a gun & i was shooting lotsa people.
& my hair went ZAP! ZAP! ZAP!

after school, went to cwp with timz.
ate nasi padang, as usual. :)
& saw airam, bibiana, fatehah & arif ! :)))
then saw amirah & nasirah. :)))

k bye.

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Friday, September 24, 2010

10:16 PM

silent cries.






more pictures on fb.
right now, i wish i was never your daughter .
right now, i wish a vehicle would hit me .
right now, i wish i had never fallen for you .
right now, i wish i had never met you .
right now, i'm regretting for doing whatever we did .
right now, i wish i never existed .
right now, i wish you're not here .
right now, i wish i never knew you. you. you.
fml.
don't ask wtf is wrong w me, ask yourself .
wtf is wrong w you ?
MAYBE because something's wrong w you, i'm behaving this way.
throw me away. i think i'm already used to cry all night long abt this shit.
i think i'm already used to being lied.
i think i'm already used to being screamed & shouted at.
i think i'm already used to getting my heart broken a million times.
yeah, i've got no heart. i'm a barbie doll. a plastic.
thanks fr helping to ruin my life.



Tuesday, September 21, 2010

10:00 PM

living in lies.



i found out that not all people around you can be trusted .
i found out that everybody lies, no matter how good they are .
i found out that your good friend lies to you .
i found out a lot of horrible things .
wondering why i deserve to go through so much pain .
thought it all had ended .
maybe i just deserve it . but why, eh ?
yeah, i'll shut the fuck up about my miserable life .
thought people cared .
but turns out, NOBODY GIVES A FUCK ABOUT IT .



Friday, September 17, 2010

6:16 PM

all cried out.





what the fuck happened to us ?



Thursday, September 16, 2010

8:29 PM

hiiiiiiiii.



fuck my blog is dead .
i just woke up . hehe .
today's such a tiring day .
late again . luckily it's after hols .

ok i don't know what else to blog about .
i feel so lazy to update .
maybe one day . after 1242463579 days, i'll blog .
& yes, i gotta realise that the hols are already over .
i only had 1 hr of sleep . & when i woke up i felt so fucked up . -.-
learned my lesson . so yeah .

p/s : selamat hari raya . :)


Monday, September 13, 2010

8:46 PM

Tuesday day out. :)












went to town yesterday
with Beverly, Megat, Yusriq & Yuzaimi .
buka @ Pizza Hut .
super kecoh, especially Yusriq .
then at night, something happened .
LOL . pey kecoh .
decided to cab home .
yuzaimi took mrt .
overall, yesterday was awesome . :)



Wednesday, September 8, 2010

4:35 PM

time flies.



hello . :)
i'm currently bored right now.
one week holiday . :/
i don't know whether to be happy because i won't get to wake up early
or
be sad because i'm gonna be alone . >:

hari raya's next week . :)
that's a relief . everybody reunites on hari raya, right ?
hopefully . everybody .

& i've got my report book back .
menyakitkan hati only see my grades .
plus my parents haven't seen it yet . 'cause i don't wanna die before hari raya .

i've got so much things to do .
but because of my lazy-ness, it's gonna be hard. :/

i don't think this year's hari raya will be a blast .
i don't think i'll be going out that much .
i've completely got no mood for every fun thing that's gonna happen .
which sucks . a lot .

all i need right now is an outing with my bestfriends/girlfriends.
because i know for sure they'll cheer me up a bit .
but the problem is, where the hell are they ? >:

from my view, i think i've screwed up my life so bad .
i had happiness, but i screwed it up .
& right now i'm dying for it again .
what's the point of trying when i know i can never achieve it ?
yes, i am hopeless .
& yes, i think i am giving up .
& yes, i know i am not the only one who's depressed .

people change. people forget. & people move on.
But it hurts to actually see this happening right infront of your eyes.


Sunday, September 5, 2010

6:06 PM

happy girls. :)













suuuuuuuuuuup !
yesterday i was the happiest girl in sembawang . :D
met-up with farah & headed to wellington .
dah excited-excited, suddenly the guard don't let us in
'cause the teachers were having meeting . -.-
fuck you .

then nad, nigel, baer, asyraf, abdillah ( i think ? ), arif, dini, aqeel were there ! :D
(sorry if i've left out names, i can't remember .)
OMFG YOU DON'T KNOW HOW FUCKING HAPPY I WAS .
but i kept quiet . don't know why . :/

so slacked under the block beside wellington .
sayang-sayang kittens & all . ♥
asyraf dh matured seh, suare pon dh break. xD
then fadhli, firman, farris came .
went to minimart .
fell at the stairs . -.-
now my knee hurts .

the guys went home, left with me, farah & nad . :)
so we camwhored like craaaaaaaaazy .
happy girls. ♥




Wednesday, September 1, 2010

4:18 PM
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